I need at least 15mg of diazepam in me at all times or else I’m a paranoid freak
Then, I wrote a nasty letter and I sent it to the Lord.
I said, “Don’t you dare come and bother me no more.”
what if i’m never going to be good enough for anything or anyone? what will happen? will i be alone for the rest of my life full of regret and stale alcohol with an addiction to nicotine? oh god what if this is true?
goddamn you predisposed anxiety.